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UMM

I have been wondering a lot latey.  Sometimes that is good sometimes it drives me insane.  Litterally, I have had some major headaches.  Not much I can do except suck it up and be a man.  Be a man.  I wish I had so much more confidence.  I need it.  My confidence is so dependent on my surroundings. And right now my surrounding suck.  I cant just be and that drives me nuts.  I have bulit my life up and know I feel its slipping away and i can't stop myself.  So nothing drives me to some joy and peace to own up to my decisions and insecurites.  Then I wish for it to be all healed.  You can't be with someone until your really ready to be by yourself.  anyways so my crap coming from my mind i cant even write straight. 

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So sorry i haven't updated in a long while but for now all i can say is that i love my life except for the food and well a thing.  The here just makes me sick so i eat a lot of Mcdonalds.  So although i have lost like 20 lbs and i am losing muscle mass like crazy and adding fat to my already fat laden body.  But i did go to korea which was awesome.  It meant for me great food, awesome people and then well I good girl.  Yes i said a great girl.  She is beautiful and funny.  So then for two week i dated a hot chick. But like for all good things with me it had to end.  I didnt end it nor do i really understand why it ended.  Something about me not treating her special enough except i didnt know long enough to know what special meant.  Like for example i asked her to go shopping with me and she was like forget that do you a girlfriend or a friend. Then it just got more complicated after that. But needless to say that niether she nor i need that kind of stress. So then i am hurt by the situation and mucho frustrated. So i feel like it doesnt matter but everytime i see her because she is mucho hot then it does suck.  But then knowing i kissed her i am wow major confidence boost.  But then now i have to deal with all that drama.  It was nice while it lasted.  I will have some pictures soon.  I mean within the next few days. Sorry for takin so long anyways out

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So I know I have been sucking it up majorly in the update area.  There is so much that I need to be talking about and so many things I need to share with so many people.  But I am a slacker I have never denied that fact.  Anyways, Japan is great and things here are going good but not great.  Too much to post about things I am not sure about so I will leave them out.  So let me tell you about things that I love and show you some pictures.

This is my new best friend Keika.  I met her about three sundays ago when her mom sat next to me in chruch.  So then on Thursday, I was at the dry cleaners one day and from the car she spotted me and told her mom to stop so her mom did.  I was having a hard time communitcating with the dry cleaning and she help me explain to the cleaners that I wanted heavy starch on my shirts.  How freakin cool is that.  She is the coolest little kid.

This is the view from my balcony at my apt.  Heck yes those are  mountains.  The are literally in my backyard.  And in Japan the are literally everywhere you go. It is now the season which all the leaves turn red which is about to happen and when it does the mountain will look red.

This is Yuma.  She is the coolest.  She is so funny.  I was taking a picture for her parents that is why isnt looking in the direction of the camera.

So here is some Japanese funny english.  Bowling in Japan is freakin hot communication. If you know what I mean.

This is my nieghborhood.  I live off to the right.  Right in the middle is Daiei. .  This is Shukugawa.  I love it.

Well peace folks.  There are good things here and there are some things that suck.  Especially some people. 
Peace

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Well, today I received my adpator so now I can finally post some pictures.  And I must admit that i suck at choosing when to take pictures.  And I have been really bad as to when to even take my camera with me when I go out.  Although I don't have much time to go out because i teach classes from 10 am to 9pm so I am pretty busy.  But don't get me wrong I love my classes especially my kids classes they are awesome.  Well here we go first my new friends in Japan.

Yukari, Mark, Mike, Me and Boonchan(her nickname) i cant say her real name i suck at japanese names but i am getting better.

This is where all the magic happens. My classes are up on the right hands side on the second floor its like my own office.

Daiei is my new grocery store.  It is in the first and second floor of the buliding and the 100 yen shop is on the third floor.  100 yen=$1.00 sweet.  Every shop, store or resturant tend to go up instead of across the 1st floor.

And who can forget starbucks my little piece of america anywhere in the world.